Down the Rabbit Hole

Then:
As it turns out, I have quite a lot to say about the kids.  What does it say that I would rather go to Standing Rock and risk getting shot with a water cannon or rubber bullets or have dogs attacking me, than help my kids right now.  Each one of my children are the first to criticize their siblings. 

Now:
I don't feel quite so dramatic now.  At the time there were so many things going on at once.  Of course being critical of the other saying well I may do this but I don't do that.  The this and that's just get wilder and wilder as we go down this rabbit hole.  I have heard some pretty wild crap over the years.

• Their kids need medical care
• Their kids need medicine
• Homelessness
• Assaulted
• Kidnapped
• They're really sick with a serious disease

The one child that was in the county jail called, supposedly sick.  I have not heard if it's true or not and I find myself hoping that it was just another lie.  If my child is alive at least I have hope no matter how small a glimmer.